TENNIS BALLS...the day in a life of some fat ass named retep

ok now you are starting to piss me off you little prick, stop looking down here its nothing good it will just waist time off your life. instead of looking at my crappy web page why don't you go do something that does not need to be downloaded. skateboard, draw, write poems, make music, invent something, help out someone who you respect, learn a trade for a job in the future to put food on the table and be thankfull that it is, some people who have bannana holders, a house to go to for each season.... fall, spring, summer, and winter. people with money tirn corrupt and mad with power just to buy seven different cars to use each day of the week but you know...if i had that much money i know i would be just like that but thats what money does. it makes us crazy and bendover backwards and lick our anuses just to serve like a dog for a weeks pay check. and i know there is no other way. thats what life is...when i was little i did nothing, i was an adderallic child and teachers and freinds recomended that i was adhd my dad didn't want them. suger pills thats all they are. so i just did nothing..played videogames, watched t.v., and school. when i could have been out there learning to do something, now that i am on something to correct my fucked up brain i am learning alot...and it feels great. like before the pills i would be thinking, i would have alot of ideas and stuff but i just wouldn't know what to do next and now these little pills are helping my brain flow.. im not getting high off of these just to let everyone who is reading this. it is perscribed only to me. you people out there are allready normal. when i was little i would feel like an untouchable, like a brainless zombie, everyone elce looked so much smarter then i was or thats how i felt. now i know or atleast have some ideas or plans for my life and i am ready for the burning red branding pole to burn a company's logo on the back of my neck with a barcode under it for i am a human meatsack. jolly full of organs that can move all over the place and do what one giant meat blob with feelings does when one thinks of what to do. today i still injoy my video games. i am a dork and i don't care. i will be a plumber or hopefully make videogames.....or both or one before the other of whatever i feel like doing becuse who knows in a year or 3 i may not like the things i like now. ok thats one rant that just waisted or changed your life who knows who cares i don't. we are all chickens, cows, pigs, and sheep. we are just different animals on a giant farm land. all of us are programed to start growing, learning, growing hair, fingernails, and other stuff that i can just go on a list that will really waist time but anyway we grow to work and feed and grow the world we live on. we are everything. we are all 1 small fraction that is in a numberless limit. so far some are using their meat blob brains to do something that will help everything. yet there is allways problems. some humans are also humans but they beleive they are doing the right thing by protecting us with weapons of mass distruction...when at the same time still looking for weapons of mass distruction. eye for an eye does not work we all just end up blind. i wish peace on earth but then again the small amount of water that separates us all into different lands is there for a reason. some people don't like me for the country that i was born and raised in...i had no choice i never wanted or had anything to do with what is going on in the world today. and i don't support our troops. i support them as high as their human rights are. but i don't support the cause of what they are doing. we took out a leader from iraq and destroyed iraq and claimed to rebuild it. i can't beleve the things we did. we were the cause of 911 i mean godamn mabey if we treated these people as people then mabey they wouldn't hate us. bush backed out of alot of peace treatys cus he is a little shitfuck. but when he is out of here i hope things get better. i think i want to do the vegan thing but it is very hard. 1st of all we live in a trailor and can't afford the more expensive soy or vegan food. and all we have to eat is hamburgers, eggs, chicken. some people love this stuff and i love meat. i grew up on it but i had no idea what it was. or didn't know enuff about it to care. now every time i eat meat i feel so bad for the animal. sure its not human whatever but its a mammal and a fellow air breather. plus the grain that takes to feed one cow can feed more people then the one cow will. vegan food tastes kinda weird but if we made better stuff that does not involve killing something then we can be better off...mabey helthyer in the long run. but oh well i am tired of typing. i am just adding off the add chart lol.......sooo yeah bye told you it would be boring...and i bet hardly anyone is going to read this stuff becuse i am boring.....