7 58 plumbing december 16

high again....my life is boring, my dad was not paying the morgage so my mom tryed to get him to get thrown in jail but it didn't happen.  he wanted us to put the house on the market and it is now i think.  im still staying in stupid carmel...but at least now i may be closer to tom...or not.  well im bored bye

8:42 dec 17

hello im in plumbing class today,  im drawing trent from daria...i want to get my conch peirced so much.  i have 2 bad ear infections and they are pissing me off.  i can't hear that well out of my right ear.  i allready tryed to pick at it with a q-tip, but it just makes things worse.  i am coughing also.. it is a loud cough and when i cough people look at me funny.  ahh i hate this feeling. 

7:50 thursday jan 22

well i feel very bad inside today, it feels like im melting inside and i don't care. well my dad is winning so far in the whole my mom vs. dad devorce thing.  i am moving out of my house and moving around pleasent vally or hydepark.  plus my sisters pet suger  glider.  his name is kieko the peanut.  we was 2 years old and my sister and i think he died either by hitting his head on the side of the cage or by a broken heart...it made me feel bad inside when my sister was crying.  i took the poor flying squrril and wrapped him in tissue papper then slid him in a small box then wrapped the box with electric tape so hopefully he won't get dug up and eatin.  i am moving around march 1st.  and my birthday is coming up hooray i guess its on the 11th of feb.  i think i am running out of things to draw,  then again i have alot to draw about.  my tra koob (tra koob backwards is art book,...hehehe) well my art book is almost filled up with drawings and my art teacher is gunna give me another book to draw in.....i love art teachers i have allways gottin allong with all my art teachers.  i have been thinking about my mom's problems also, she has to pay all these bills and she has alot of stuff she is cring about....i wish i could take out that bad feeling in her and put it inside me.  i want to quit school and start working in plumbing to make money for her to pay the bills...well im getting yelled at and getting writtin up for touching a teachers hand and puching it away from my mouse becuse she was going to turn this off with out me saving ....fucking bitch well bye bye.

7:49, 1, 27,

hello well my dad is winning the devorce,  he got all he wanted and then some, my mom is looking for houses to move to but most of them don't allow pets, im scared my mom is going to have her mother take care of our pets when we move.  but,,,,,i don't want to let go of my pets, i love my pets i'd rather move to a new school then stay in the same school without my pets.  i finally told my father off.  i was lisining to him talk to my mom and she told him how much the devorce thing is hurting her, he said "what do you want me to do about it?" thats when i yelled "you can die"  "i hate you i hope you don't get custody of me you can just go to hell." and now he thinks that i am "poisoned" by my sister......what a fuck face i hate him so much....my birthday is coming up feb 11 well bye bye

feb 2 2004

well my family and i are going to be moving into a trailor.......................yeah, i don't care. charrlet is a bitch, she thinks me and tom and all my other friends like her, but we don't, she is annoying, stuped and should be put down by a brick in the skull.  she invited herself over toms house last friday when me and him were suppost to hangout, then when he was asking her when she wants him to drive her home she was like oh whenever, i know she wanted to sleep over his house so she can kiss him when he is asleep. she started checking tom's and my hair (looking for split ends) out of nowhere.  i hate to be mean and i don't pick on people for no reason but she is very annoying.  tom tells me that he can't staind her as much as i do but he is nice to her and lets her comeover his house whenever she asks.  that pisses me off becuse then i don't know how tom really feels.  then she starts getting cozy in toms bed under his bedsheets.  i mean what the fuck!!!! i try to be nice to her but the nicer i am the more i want to rip her head off and stick it on a pole and put it in my yard.  everything she says makes me mad and i don't know why.  then she tells me that she is over his house so much that she (lives) there now.  the next day my poor dog almost kills herself.  she was out on the lead and ran around a small tree and ran around it untell she couldn't go that way any further.  then still tryed to go that way and was choking herself on the tree.  i ran out and tryed to untangle her but i couldn't get it undone,  she was crying and making these sad sad dieing dog noizes that make me want to cry,  i yelled for my sister to get me something sharp and she gave me sizors and i tryed to cut the rope with it but i couldn't, i then told her to watch the dog as i get something from the garage.  i went and got a huge pair of plyers and cut down the tree, then echo right away untangled the tree from her.  it was so sad that she almost died.  she was standing there for a few seconds realising she was still alive and then started to run around happy like allways.  well i think thats all for today i think im in a bad mood today, oh well bye for now

2\9\04

hello this is my last week going to carmel hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah

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yeah anyways we are going to be moving into our doublewide trailor during the week i have off from school after this week.  sure i'll miss some people but i can still see them if they are worthy enuff. and i will get away from idiots who piss me off.  poor tom will get hit on by that bitch charrlot.  tom showed me a new web page that has funny flash cartoons on it i have it in my web page selection if you want to look at it

9:00\ 2 \25

well i moved into my double wide trailor and everything is grand.  i just got optium online and io for my computer and tv.  living in a trailor isn't that bad.  we have more money now cus of it.  hahaha its so funny that Charlotte is trying to be my friend again hahaha if you don't know what i mean look at my guest book.  i am still in plumbing and rahs.  a white van with arlington on the side of it picks me up from my house at 7:15 and takes me to plumbing.  it is so grand.  i get an hour more sleep.  i live kinda closer to everyone that i would want to be friends with its just that im not in carmel anymore hooray.  oh my goodness i saw a movie that almost made me cream myself it is so gory and sick and blood filled i love it so much,  the movie is called "may" its about this psycho girl that grows up without any friends but she has one friend it is a doll that her mother made as a child.  it is spechal so it is in a glass box.  in the movie she works at an animal vet hospital and see's horroble things.  i am a pet lover but i loved the gross storys may talked about.  like a dog lossing a leg and the dogs owner couldn't find it hahaha.  and then during one of her ciggeret breaks she see's a spechal children school.  its a bunch of blind children.  sad as it is it was so funny when may went to the school to ask if she could help the kids there.  they let her see this one blind girl that stays away from the rest of the kids and it reminds her of herself.  so she brings in her doll and tells the children that this is very spechal to her and that it is her bestest friend.  the blind girl says its just a box and how is that spechal.  may says its a doll inside the box, so the blind girl wants may to take the doll out of the box....but you can't its spechal....and may and the blind girl fight over the box and it falls and breaks.   glass fly's all over the place and all the blind kids fall on the glass and start feeling around and glass is all over the place and all the kids start bleeding and touching other kids getting glass in the other kids eyes and making a huge mess......i was laughing......this movie is so funny and sick that i was crying and laughing at the same time.  it has some violence to a cat and alot of violence to humans but if you can hold your throw up its a sick sick sick movie that i think everyone should see

4:40 feb 29

yes!!!! finally with a cable hook-up i can update my web page hooray for all. i am so fucked up right now, jesse is here and helped me move to my new house.  it was so fun.  my grandma didn't hear his name so she thought his name was juicy. lol so now thats his nickname.  i think its very becoming.  uhh i am going to try to load up more pictures and stuff on here soo uhh bye

9:08 march 01

WELL NOTHING GOOD HAPPENED TODAY, THE USUAL, LOOKING FOR A GREEN TICKET, BORED OFF MY BUTT, CLEANING LIKE UHH....SOMETHING, AND I COULD BE DOING ALOT AT THIS MOMENT IF I WANTED TO BUT I FEEL LIKE A HERMET CRAB TODAY, SITTING IN MY CHAIR WITH WHEELS.....MY WHEELCHAIR.  damn caps well yeah...thats all i got.  c-yah

6:59 pm march 03

WHAAAAA HAHAHAHAHAHA i have done the one thing i allways wanted to do.  i pissed all over my dads driver seat in his truck hahaha i used my golden stream of justice to put out the hate.  it feels so good.....i did that for everything he has done to my family...lol he still owes my grandfather over 3,000 for the wedding lol. i told my grandmother what i did and she laughed and said she was proud of me but i shouldn't have done it.   i bet he sat right in it.   i hope it stinks up his truck.  he called my mom oh her cell and told her...."ya know, im not saying you did this but.....someone poured water or pissed on my seat....and my mom told him she didn't know what he was talking about...lollololololol  hahahaa i hate his so much.  my room at my old house is almost clean but not quite.  i feel so good.  i feel happy, i feel new,  hahaha wow.....  well thats about it, i hope this made everyone out there happy to know that you get what you deserve.....but i'd rather cut out his tounge and throw him in a huge hole in my backyard and the only thing i will feed him will be a bucket of piss, shit,and spit and that will be the only thing he will be able to eat untell he dies        goodbye